★

I've never felt this way. Never, not even once have I felt the way about him as I felt about other guys and it feels like I never gonna love someone the way I loved him. It's not like I don't think a could find another guy. But the truth is, I don't want that. I know it's wierd, but all the jealously and stupid fights, I would even want the pain. As long it's from him, it's alright. Beacause I love him. And I know, even if I found a guy who's just like him, both personality and looks, I still wouldn't be able to love him the same way I loved him.
Because he's not him.
But I've promised my self, never try to get back someone who have chosen to lose you.